People find it erotic to act like they have complete control over another person (or pretending that they give up control). It also has its rules: pe...ple agree at the outset what the limits are. So, for some, she says, race play is about playing with authority and for others, it might be humiliation. However, discomfort in saying the word “nigger” during race play doesn’t make someone racism-free. A related concern is the relationship between the sex industry, where racism ans sexism are. As I worked back up to your thighs, I looked at the towel and my mind began to race.."could I do it?" " would she care?"...I decided that I'd go further and further up your leg until you stopped me. As I inched toward the towel I got more and more nervous. After about 10 seconds I was at the towel and you hadn't even flinched, so I positioned my hand so that i barely touched your vagina. You just let out a slight quiet gasp and grabbed the sheets. You were ready for me.I couldnt hold back. " Why are you dating him?" Starter boyfriend." Choose another." They all want the same thing. And I don't want to get pregnant." If you won't do oral, you have to do anal." Bah." If you ever need lessons...." In anal or giving blowjobs?"Hease grinned.Cheri threw a pillow at him. "Can you imagine?" She spoke to an imaginaryperson. "Brent, this is my cousin. He's going to show me how to do anal.Then he'll blow you. Whip it out." I wasn't talking about Brent, although, if he doesn't mind, I would. One thing at a time, right honey?”Brit smiled at her dad, shrugged her shoulders and simply said, “Sure.”For the most part, the plan worked out satisfactorily. Brit made great advances in her studies and was almost done with her entire sophomore year. She had already started on some junior-level classes after successfully testing out of three other junior classes. She enjoyed doing the inventory paperwork her dad assigned her. That work required her to actually go out onto the lot and count.