Jonas pulled out of his daughter, rolled off her to the left onto hisside,and began collecting pillows to prop himself up. Beside him, Nikki rolledove... toward him and her right shoulder came to rest against hisstomach. She turned her face up toward him. “Want to do something special for me?” Jonas asked. Nikki gave him a little smile. “Maybe.” “I’d like to finish by doing something we have tried yet,” Jonas said,smoothing her bangs with his left. ”“Moral of the story: anything you can think of, someone gets off on it.”“Anything?”“Yes anything.”“I bet I can come up with something that no one is into.”I laugh. “Give it your best try. I’ll give you a few minutes to think.“But let’s not let that distract us too much. I bet you are into some of the more common things,” I say.“Well I mean sex of course. And I might like eating you out. But I don’t know.”“How about being watched? Or watching someone?”“Mmm, yeah.”“Both watching and being. "Cheers, Honey." After we'd clicked and had a sip I said, "Two guys were waiting for me last night." And then quickly I told her the rest of it."Oh, Lincoln," she said her hand resting on my arm. "They didn't hurt you, did they?" Enough," I said. I felt the anger rising within me as I remembered the things they'd done to me. "Now you tell me why someone wants me to stay away from you and Bonnie."I saw the hurt in her eyes and now I was sorry that I'd said it. But maybe it was best to clear the. Feeling silly for finding this young man so attractive, I let those feelings slip away.It was easy around Jake. We talked about our paid jobs, how we planned to send our kids to college, and all things fire related. And as we got closer I reluctantly talked about the abuse in my marriage and Jake told me of his relationship gone sour because of details too lengthy to list. It was nice to have someone to confide in who I trusted to keep my issues between us. One thing that attracted me to Jake.