" I thought to myself.I walked up to her, and didn't stop walking pushing her up against a wall.She looked me in the eyes and said "Ooo, I like this!"... brought my hand up to her neck getting a solid grip and in an angered tone said to her, "Oh do? Do you fucking this?" I tightened my grip around her neck, "You like to dress like a fucking slut, and tease men huh?"She looked at me with a panicked look in her eyes, most likely from my very abrupt change in tone and mood."I asked you a question,. Maybe Mum did to.But now was the chance to reclaim my lost masculinity because I was off touniversity where I could go from wearing all these girl's clothes to beingboy again. I could stop wearing panties, bras, petticoats, pantyhose,dresses and heels and all the other trappings of femininity and be a normalboy again.Normal for a Goth anyway.I could have a "sex change" and be Julian again and stop being Julie orJoolz or Julianne.It was funny when I got to university though.Yes I took off my. Any small trader in the city centregets to have a parking slot if they can show they need a car or smallvan. That's my little Toyota van." Charlie pointed to a pink microvan in one of the parking slots close to the exit."Oh! Wha' d'you do?" D'you know 'Chicks and Chickens'?" Yeth, the thop that thellth all thothe pretty, frilly mother andchildrenth matching dretheth." That's the one. Well I also sell frilly dresses to another class ofclientele."I remembered the shop. It had a tastefully. And also I felt that flying butterflies on my stomach because of her sensational touch. She turned and looked at me with a smile. She put the dress in the bag. Thanks for helping me Anu” I said her to cover the hastiness in the mind. Instead of going to cashier she went to the steps to go upper floors. While she was going up, she remembered me Do you know? I think you have not finished shopping here. I would be forth floor waiting for you” It was ironical invitation.She disappeared along the.