We all have."Margie and Susan nodded their heads in agreement."What if I don't like being a wife and a mother?" I asked."You'll love it," Mom said. "H...w could you not love it? As a wife and amother you'll be able to dress like a woman, and act like a woman, andsmoke like a woman 24 hours a day- 7 days a week and 365 days a year...forthe rest of your life! Isn't that what you've always wanted?"I sighed because my mother had summed up my entire all the goals of mylife into a single sentence. But. It turned out she was Friends with one of the bouncers at Rocco's so we didn't have to wait to get in or pay the cover . But we are making small talk and I am not drinking much , mean while she is pounding them , like she is nervous , so around 10:30 it is really noticeable ,we are sitting in a booth, so I ask her " What’s wrong you seem tense. " She gulps down her drink and goes off " Now don't be mad at me or hate me for this, and if you don't want to I understand.... " I'm like what the. Tall, muscled, polite, clean. The project is almost over for his group and I don’t have to worry about him popping up again, and neither do you. Besides, I don’t think he’s interested in anything more either.”“Then what you really want is just to sleep with him,” I stated, just to be sure. I never thought she wanted a relationship or anything, but I thought I should put it on the table. I also wanted to make sure that this was all she wanted. My fantasy always ended in hot sex for her, and this. She moved into me and I put my arms around her. We weren’t drunk, but I could tell she was horny because she was moving up and down on me. I started grinding on her but that’s as far as we got, because we were called to come inside.When it was time to go to sleep, Devin came and lied right up against me. I got hard and she noticed, but we just went to sleep. We were woken up early by her sister, Alayna, yelling at us to get away from each other so we wouldn’t get into trouble. I was glad she.