..ugh...fuck, fuh...ugh, yah, fuck...fill my ass up with your cum...make me your cumslut...I'll do anything you tell me to...please pound my holeeee! ...e moaned. Now he finally began to really pound Jason hard as he pressed his face into a pillow and moaned incoherent things the entire way through. Jacob finally announced that he was going to cum. Jason reached back and pulled his ass cheeks apart as he tried to milk the cock inside of him with each final thrust. Finally Jacob moaned as he. It always about me being slutted out to blacks. I have played along with the fantasy but I always let him know that I don’t have any desire to do this in real life. Now for the truth. I’m very afraid of going black because I don’t think I would ever stop after that first one. I’ve secretly been fighting off the urge to fuck every black man or boy I see all my life. It started back in Jr High. I was a blond hair blue eyes cheerleader/gymnast. I realized early on that I found the black boys. When I’d managed all of this, my mind turned back to my missing wife. As I stared at the clock in our lounge, I thought that now was a respectable hour at which to call Claire, and I wouldn’t seem weak like I’d have done if I’d have called the night before. This conviction grew in me that now was an okay time to call Claire and still seem strong and in control in her eyes.I found myself practicing what I’d say on the phone, how weird having been married to Claire for twenty-four years! When I. I don't know how many times I came that day but it just made me more determined to have a real cock up my ass and I began training in earnest from that day on.I made one more trip to my favorite store and bought a soft latex dildo, 10" long and 5" girth. I thought the girth was suitable for pussy or ass play, I pulled over into a parking lot behind a grocery store and tried to insert it into my pussy because I couldn't wait but it wouldn't go in. I was so disappointed but when I got home and.