HiBujji..Em ayyindhi ani adigindhiMe.. Nothing ani cheppaBujji.. Please ala dull ga undaku ani pampindhi.Me..Mari nuvvu place yendhuku change ayyav an...aBujji.. Nuvvu ala ane sariki place change ayyanu andhiMe..Ayte ippudu yendhuku message chesav annaBujji.. Ok bye and INenu..Ok bye annaNext day thanu vachi na pakkana kurchundhi nenu silent ga na work nenu chesukuntunnaBujji..Oka doubt ani andhiMe.. Doubt cheppi malli silent ga na work nenu chesukuntunna.Konchem sepu na medha kopam ga alaage. We fought across the sheets before he managed to roll me over and pin my hands behind me. That's when I heard the sticky screech of duct tape and the bondage being placed around my wrists. Instinctively, I scrambled off the bed, the kink didn't matter-I was conditioned to fight against shit like this. We all are-sine we were kids. "Good touch bad touch" but no one ever warned us of what to do if the bad touch felt good. I found myself on the floor-back against the bed-his jeans open in my face.. Ginaturned back to the mirror and re-did her dishevelled makeup andclothes.When they walked back into meeting room everyone looked up and Gina gotthe feeling they knew. She settled back into her chair and reached intoher purse for a cigarette. In her purse she found a crisp one hundred-dollar bill with a phone number written across the top.She looked up at the black man, she didn't even know his name, and hesmiled and winked at her. It was going to be a productive night indeed.Back in the limo. I just hated myself for everything I had done to myself.In public I was still showing the 'happy front' to everyone and I even managed to finish off school. Then I got into the trade institute and passed the secretarial exam in 2 years. So the front I showed was always good.I think I should have studied something more masculine though and I don't have any good explanation about why I didn't. My first option was to become a doctor and get into medical school but my poor school grades prevented.