"Friday. The date. The dress. The taxi. The blow job."I'm sorry." I thought yesterday that... why not? If you wanted to. Why not. But Icouldn't do it....I squeeze his hand."Ellen will be back soon," I say gently. "The real Ellen. Just let meteach until she does. You know I can. I won't tell anyone if you don't."He pulls his hand away and looks up, looks at me. His eyes meet mine."Why did you... sleep with me?" he asks, his voice low. "Why did you doall those things that you did?"Why do I talk. One or the other way I used to speak with her. She use to be a bit bulky in size, even I like such women. Days passed by and I completed my first year in the second year.I started to follow her till her house and watch her moves all the time. She caught hold of me and asked me once why I was following her and I without hesitation said that I like her very much and I fell in love with her since my first year, hearing this she slapped me and said not to think of it even in dreams. I felt guilty. It was sheer agony.The college festival started in the afternoon and in the evening was the concert of a well-known playback singer. I finally managed to catch up with Ramya after the inauguration was over. She was looking beautiful as usual but was now wearing a lovely orange-coloured saree since she was on the organising committee. I complimented her on her looks and could see that she enjoyed my praise. Since many people were around we could not do anything at that time. Finally, the concert. After she came home she looked at the stuff and then we all had dinner together. After we had dinner together we decided to go into our basement and watch the videos on our big screen TV. Everybody was very busy watching videos. But I was just looking at my sisters boobs. She noticed couple of times but she tried to cover her boobs. After one hours my mom and wife was feeling so tired, so they decided to go to sleep. But I did not to go to sleep. I told my mom and wife that they can go to sleep.