Known womanizer, macho man on campus, was about to be penetrated by another man, an older man, not especially fit. His expression had some “What hav... I done?” in it, also some “I need the grades”. As I pressed into him, his eyes bugged out, he gave a small cry, his hands grabbed my hips as if to stop me. But after a pause, he released me to press in some more, very gently. Slowly, slowly, I eased into him, finally in all the way. After a long period of stillness, with occasional pulse from my. However, I know that my element is it's opposite- FIRE. I connect with the flames of a malevolent fire; I see myself within its intense heat. I feel as if my emotions are a wild flame of insecurities, revenge and self-hatred. It's ironic how I see myself engulfed in darkness and yet I feel as if I connect with the one thing that can bring me light.The darkest night - a blanket of onyx silk shielding us from the problems and responsibilities of the coming day...I found myself gazing up at the. However we will accept your kind invitation. Would seven o'clock be okay?" That will be great. I'll see you then."I had just put the steaks on when the bell rang. I buzzed the door open and the family walked up. I waved them down to my living area and into the kitchen, where the salad was nearly ready as was some macaroni and cheese, which I figured the kids would like even if they didn't care for the salad. I asked how they liked their steaks cooked and was not surprised that all of them said. Baato baato me doctor ne kaha , aap sari me sunder lagte hai , aajkal bahut kam ladies saree phente hai .maine kaha thanks , aur phir aur baate hone lagi , baato me maine use apni story suna di , aur hum dono ko accha lagne laga . Doctor married tha aur uska ek beta tha 8 saal ka , aur uski wife house wife thee.Doosre din subaha mai kuch fresh feel kar rahi thee , aur doctor ne bhi check up kiya , to bola aaram hai , kal tak bilkul theek ho jaayega , doctor jaldi me tha , to kaha shyam ki chai.