I can’t wait to plunge my big ole dick up your ass.”“Oh god!” came from my mother’s bed.“Cum in me, cum in my pussy. please, big brother, ... want all of you inside me, please?”I was really pumping in and out of her, seeing out of the corner of my eye Paula’s hand inside her own panties.“Mom, get ready to lick up all of my drippings, please?”“Oh god!”“Oohy, ooh, ooh, ooh, augh, dear god, hear I cum, Annie, Baby!”I felt my gonads start to tingle as I opened up like a garden hose had been turned on. I want her to start some kind of self-defense training. Three years of helplessness has conditioned her to be passive. She’s accustomed to being the victim. She needs to see herself as being in control of her fate. Some kind of physical training could make a big difference.”“Will she be willing to do that?” Leanne asked.“I predict that once she starts to feel angry again, she will jump at the chance. The problem might be making sure that she doesn’t use her new skills to lash out at. With nervousness in his voice of meeting my father he said ok.The next night, I met Brian at the hospital to where he was to meet my father. With sweaty palms, both I and Brian entered my father’s hospital room hand in hand. After nervous introductions my dad and Brian started joking and I knew it would be ok, as my father accepted this man into my life without judgment or question. We left the hospital and went back to Brian’s house for a quick make out session as we did every night beforeI. Now there are a lot of good people out there still and they are amazing people my father was one and I don't even come close to him but I do the best I can any given day and sometimes I don't do so well but I move on and look at the next right thing in front of me well most of the time I like trouble and chaos to much So here is what I came on here to say all my life I have struggled so when I beat alcohol 27 years ago I found I had to do something positive to keep me going and motivated I was.