Then Brian hit into a fielder's choice. And then —" Brian Nutter?" I asked."Yeah. A real slow roller to the shortstop. If Jimmy hadn't tripped, he w...uld have been safe at second." So what's a fielder's choice?" I asked, trying to keep the excitement out of my voice."Their shortstop had a play at second or first," Mike explained, "and he chooses to get the out at second. Six to four." So this symbol here means that..." Brian's on first," Mike said. "You know, if you're this interested, Mom, you. I knew i had made some progress.I was good in my work and had an air of confidence and enjoyed success in my 31 st year of age itself.Next day was Thursday and I managed to ask her out for lunch.Slowly I was flirting a bit and she was responding too and I managed to get her mobile number.While returning back we slightly rubbed against each other and she smiled.I knew that it has clicked“I am a dangerous guy whom your mother warned about ,Jamuna” “Oh really!”she smiled “I am adventurous. She told me to put on some lipstick and handed me a smallbottle of perfume. I added it the way she told me to, then watched as shedid her own makeup and hair. Opening her jewelry box, she gave me a pairof clip on earrings. They were red and white enamel, along with a smallgold bracelet."I think you're ready now, the only question is are you ready for this?You don't have to do this you know." If I don't, I'll never know will I? I mean.... " I know what you mean honey. You have to know if you can. I was conflicted. I had enjoyed sucking Matt's dick while I was doing it, but now I saw myself as a pathetic prostitute who hadn't even been paid. Suddenly I was sure that I didn't want to do it again.After returning home, I immediately went to the adult site where I had first encountered Matt and changed the sexuality on my profile to straight. I didn't need any other guys contacting me. The more I thought about it, the more I was convinced that my cocksucking days were over. It was a failed.