His gaze no longer held a question but something like worship shone in his eyes. When he looked in my eyes again, the worship was still there. I thoug...t it would be filled with lust or desire, but his eyes revealed something like adoration or gratefulness.I wasn’t used to that kind of treatment. Most of my clients were not that considerate.At first, he just wanted to chat, not about his problems at home, but about me. He wanted to know about my work, if I loved my job, about my daughter and. My genitals felt numb for a moment and then seemed to disappear altogether. Unfortunately, that's just about what was happening. I couldn't see, but even if had I been able to, I probably still wouldn't have bothered to look.I lay there panting for perhaps thirty or forty seconds before I realized that it was over. I had lost. I was now a woman. Tyler's woman. I felt the soon-to-be-familiar tug on the back of my long, blonde hair, lifting my new face (still unknown to me) to the crowd. The. She spent as much time with me as she could but she couldn’t put her entire life on hold to watch me convalesce.But Liz didn’t even spend the nights with me. She would come in to cuddle with me after my last round of pills and then slip away to a different room to sleep.That bothered me more than I cared to admit. But she was still racing around all day so I didn’t bring it up to her.My mother and a host of visitors were constantly coming and going. If it wasn’t Rick, Ryan, Brian or Dom, it was. He also paid me to help with some of the yard work since Todd was never around. The second year there they bought a cabin on a small lake about three hours from Madison. They invited me to go up there with them at least six times each summer, and my parents were supportive of me going.In the spring of the year that I turned sixteen, Lindsey told me that Norm was going by himself the following weekend to open the cabin for the summer. Todd was away at college and I wanted to go with Norm to.