I didn't know anything about meditation but maybe somehow Iwas unconsciously doing something like that. I just didn't know. But onceI figured it out ... made a every effort to visualize myself going all theway. I lived the thought, "I am a woman inside and out now!"Well, I might as well cut to the chase. The more I thought about becominga woman the more I seemed to change into one. Each day brought somethingnew, each day brought me closer to what I knew I had to become. Isuccumbed to full. While I was shaving I did some thinking and I'd like to make you an offer but first, am I right that you hate this agency job?" Yes," she said quietly but decisively."In that case, how would you like free accommodation here?"She smiled wanly. "No, Bill, thank you all the same. At least with the agency job I'm my own person except when I'm with a client." You would be here. I'm not asking you to be my mistress. You would have your own room, be free to come and go as you please and entertain. Her work is very good but you're right about the latter though, ' Helen replied with a smile. 'I've bought the odd piece before and have yet to get a discount.''You just don't know how to go about it.' I said as I watched Lucy studying me as I walked to stand immediately in front of her. 'Watch!' I said and then picked Lucy up for a kiss. Her reluctance was very short lived as was, for us at least, the kiss.By the time I put her back down Helen was laughing loudly. 'Well I must admit, I've. I'd seen Fleur go into the kitchen.The doors to the lounge and dining room were open. So the two closeddoors must be the downstairs bathroom and the study. I tried thenearer one; it was the bathroom. So the other must be the study. I'dgo there first; that was the most likely place to find usefuldocuments.Now, should I switch the vacuum on, to cover any noise I might makeopening drawers or rustling papers on the desk? No, then I wouldn'thear anyone approaching. They might catch me.