I went to the front desk, picked up my card key and went to the room to prepare, I was planning on anal so I like to prepare with a trip to the potty,...a cleansing shower, and a relaxing bath with scented oils and candles. They weren’t expected for a couple of hours so I had plenty of time. After the bath I put on a baby blue open cup teddy that had a tie front, g-string back and matching stockings. To me it was more of a show for Tina than anything else. It wasn’t long before Tina and Brad. I learned about things such as lip to lip kissing, and other highly intimate practices, which Miss Loretta, either didn’t have the time to train me on, or felt uncomfortable doing with me.Unlike a woman, I wasn’t capable of achieving multiple orgasms, but I still felt Betty gave, as good as she received, treating me to an almost agonizingly slow blowjob – that seemed to last for decades. She would build up my excitement, and then halt her manipulation of my cock for a time, allowing my sperm to. And the whole thing happens again.Loving Cindy ... being loved by Cindy ... being in a sexual relationship with Cindy ... thinking about marrying Cindy ... all that was like flying. But then doubts would make me fall towards the earth, and I would despair, knowing that what I wanted was impossible ... against the laws of nature.Long story short, I was a basket case.So, ironically, it was left to Cindy to overcome.The only problem with that was that Cindy, while years ahead of her classmates on. HELL, one day I even started playing with myself in front of her, but she just rolled over and ignored me. Now you're asking, what about just telling her about what you wanted, or making the first move? Well, we talked about sex, and it was never a taboo subject at home, but for some reason I just couldn't tell my Mom what I really wanted. People have made such a big deal out of that kind of relationship, so I just could not tell her. I KNEW I was Bi, but I had no idea that Mom was too. At.