In either case, opening my legs only for my husband would not be enough. That gave me a lot of pause for thought, considering my conservative upbringi...g.”Molly was getting intensely curious, “So what did you do about that?”“My sister allowed me to have intercourse with her husband and with two of his friends on the days when I was not likely to get pregnant. I’d found out that she enjoyed those same friends before and during their marriage. I was astounded at this breach of our religious. I knew that we were both too wrought up in the intense emotions to deal with it tonight."Zoea, I do believe you love me. Can you understand I have had too much happen too fast? I need a day or two to slow my life down a little. I feel like a train running out of control and knowing the bridge is out. You don't know how close I came to just ending it. You can't know the pain I felt. What those two assholes did to me on the beach was nothing compared to the damage to my heart. Something did die. I stared with mouth agape in terror, shock, and arousal as she approached me, her face still baring an expression of profound awe. “Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa,” I stammered, my feet kicking against the ground as I tried to right myself in the chair, “I’m more than willing to pay in gold, Tera; you can put your clothes back on.” “You’re still in your infancy, aren’t you?” Tera said, her astonished expression contrasting the low, sultry tone of her voice, “You don’t even know what you are, do you?”. ”Ragan realized this last comment was for her husband’s benefit, not his. It seemed to Ragan that Esme had convinced Wallace she would share the Lord’s bed tonight, but only to prevent any possible retribution for her husband’s failure to provide a young woman to the Lord. She had done this so that her husband would save face, but in fact, Esme was very much looking forward to being bedded by the great Lord.“This way, my Lord,” Esme said and motioned to the kitchen behind the bar.Ragan and.