I needed his love. I needed his body. I needed his warmth…and now it was all going to Lexi. I got back on my feet just as Zach and Lexi returned, ho...ding hands. I glanced at Lexi, her perfect petite body, with light brown hair and bright blue eyes. She wore a white tee with a small purple scarf, blue jeans and a leather belt. “Hi Lydia.” she said, smiling at me.I smiled back, “Hey!” It took all of my inner strength to not express my envy of her. “Lydia, would you mind if Lexi and I had some. It was touching my clits & sparking my body. His hand was holding my lips & his nail was moving slowly on my clits. Aaaahhha aaa. Looking with smile i was encouraging his. My hand was on his penis. I just pulled him to my open boobs holding him tightly rub my boobs with his penis. He was holding my back & head. His hip & penis was moving on my boobs. His hot penis & balls was making me wilder & wilder. I grab his penis to my mouth & start eating it. Mom ur eating my penis. Aaaaa. I was just. " She said, covering her embarrassment with small talk."Yeah, from a stupid teenage stunt! Maybe I'll tell you about it someday"She smiled sheepishly when she faced me again and commented on how nicely her husband's robe fit me.Dinner was delicious. Her leftovers were better than my best efforts and Tony and I ate like it was the first food we'd had in days.The boys were their usual talkative selves, but Janet was quieter than usual and every now and then I would catch her glancing at me. I. I decided to name the town I planned to build here Fort Crius.April 14The last several days were spent deciding what to do when and where. We started plowing fields for our crops. We planned on wheat for flour and for the straw it provided; corn for eating, as well as corn meal and feed; oats, mostly for feed; and alfalfa for our livestock and the additional livestock we would be bringing on the next trip. Like Libertyville, a large garden would provide fresh produce in season, and root crops,.