I'm not sure how long I paced, but eventually I ended up doing what I knew I should have done in the first place."Bob! Allison! Easy!" I called. Even ...s the words left my mouth, I was surprised to hear them, and it just reinforced how lost I felt. I couldn't even remember the last time I'd thought of Elizabeth as 'Easy'."Wow," Allison said as she popped in. "This must be serious; you never call her 'Easy'."Elizabeth, of course, knew something was wrong as soon as she showed up. "Jimmy, what's. "At the mentioning of her name, Christi looked up and joined her lips with Jason's, with their deep breathing instantly degenerating into rapid pants. The more and more their lips touched, the more energized their bodies became. They hadn't been able to have sex in weeks (not counting Jason's possession the previous night), and the two of them could barely even think straight from the lust that had been building up during their separation. Separating from Christi, Jason moved his lips up and. ‘Can I ask you something?’ Alan said. ‘About last night.’ ‘Sure,’ Marissa’s heart almost stopped. ‘When you said the guy . . . from the insurance company . . . gave you a hate fuck,’ Alan started nervously. ‘What did you mean? Do you feel like that with me?’ ‘Oh, dear god, no,’ she breathed. ‘No, Alan . . . I don’t feel like that with you. He . . . He just wanted to get off with someone and I was there.’ Marissa turned so she was facing Alan. ‘When I’m with you . . . I . . .’ her voice trailed. It suddenly hit me I had walked down the street dressed as a woman and no one had taken any notice. I felt a strange mixture of emotions, part of me wanted to hide in a corner and not be noticed but another part of me was screaming “Look at me I’m beautiful” and still another part of me was thinking “I’m a man, I shouldn’t be out dressed as a woman.” It was a most unsettling feeling.I caught a movement out of the corner of my eye and looked up. I felt my heart pound as I looked at the most.