Ithen blindfolded my eyes and clicked shut one of the steel cuffs on my wrist.I then reached behind my back found the other cuff and before I could ba...kout of the deal I clicked it shut trapping both wrists behind my back. I was now helpless with my wrists manacled behind my back and the only keythat could release me dangling from the front of my collar. I sat still onthe bar stool beginning to regret so willingly putting myself in this situation.I was semi naked and vulnerable. I felt hands. Why bother me about it?”“What is bothering you? Get up. Get up now.”She pulled at his arms, but he just lay there numb. She let out tears.“It’s a long road,” Khozem sighed, “and I’ve let it get beyond me. I’m not sure why, but I’m not myself anymore. I need to be mylself again. Being mmyself demands that I run into some sort of failure...”“With me?”“You will always be my first success. I mean that I run into these failures. I lost it somewhere. It just vanished. I’m not cut out for much. I’m. I need you like a heroin addict needs his next fix. But in five days you fly off to war. I try not to think about it darling, I really do try. But I keep finding myself looking at my watch, counting down the hours we have left.”She stubbed out the cigarette and lit another. “I had it all planned,” she said bitterly, “I wanted to be so sexy and desirable for you, to take your mind off of where you were going. What you’ll be facing over there, we all are trying, but I’m the weak one I guess.”He. ... lucky guySo a few more weeks have pass now,about 3 months,and i was sitting out the back of the kitchen where us chefs have our meal breaks and the likes,when Nat came out and ask if she could sit and join me,who was i to refuse,"please,of course you can".We are chatting away and she anounces that her other half had left for a work related trip for a week and she wanted to go and catch a new movie showing and didnt want to go it alone and ask if i would like to join her,its been a while.