How could I explain this, maybe she would just go on home and leave me there. I stayed for a long time in the shower, wishing I never had to come out,...if I could, I would have just washed myself down the drain.I finally got water logged, and I got out and dressed. Ry was waiting for me, in the lobby. She asked if I drowned, but she also acted like she was mad at me or really worried about something. I could tell she was really upset, why, what had I done? Ry ask if we could go get a drink and. Friday's classes seemed to drag on. I was free at 12:50 while Kelly had to go to Poly Sci before we could leave. Fifty minutes later I was parked outside the Thomas Building when Kelly came out after her class.We headed straight for Pittsburgh from her class. We got stuck in traffic on Route 22 a dozen miles west of Kelly's house. Kelly called home and asked her mom to hold supper a little. We wanted to eat dinner with her family.I pulled into Kelly's driveway at 5:47, about seventeen minutes. He sets the bottle back in the fridge and then leads me down the hall with both of my suitcases in hand. Halfway down the hall he stops and then opens the door to an empty room, save for an already made queen-sized bed with a solid red bedspread. The walls are simply decorated with picture frames with paintings of flowers and beautiful landscapes. ‘This was originally Jenny’s room, but she shares my room now,’ he tells me. ‘So, that’s her bed that goes almost completely unused unless she needs. I will be right back.When I looked in on Shannon, she was absently rubbing more of my special balm on her lips while her forehead was scrunched in deep thought.Something wrong Shannon?Yeah, I hate roast beef and I hate the Beatles and I can't figure out why I told you I would eat and listen to them for you.Are you having boyfriend issues?Not really, I don't have a boyfriend right now; I haven't been ready for another relationship since I broke up with my last boyfriend.Ahh, living the celibate.