I started putting the letters into different piles, each from a different guy. When I had finished I had ten piles of letters. Ten different affairs a...d I had had no clue, no wonder she hadn't any left for me. That was enough for today; my heart couldn't take anymore. I grabbed the bottle and slowly I watched the level go down until the world blacked out.Those boxes sat there all day with me unable to even enter the room. The one thing I did know was that she was going to come by some day to. He reaches around me and undoes my belt, snap and zipper in a flash. I can feel him sliding my pants down my ass as I struggled to maintain my balance. I put both hands out on the seat and reached forward. As I stretch out, I feel Josh coming in behind me and I hear the door close. Are you going to rape me?, I say hopefully. No, not unless you want me to. I roll over onto my back and looked up into his face and smile. He smiles back, but he looks like he has puppy eyes. What do you want. He moved towards me, and although I only met him six months ago, when I started dating Jeff, he and I had always gotten along and talked freely, so I thought I'd come to know him pretty well, and now I saw that he had realised something. "I'm going to ask you something, and I would like an honest answer. Okay?" I nodded. "Has Jeff ever given you real, unadulterated sexual pleasure? Has he ever fucked you so hard you cried out in pleasure? Has he ever made love to you, only allowing you to cum. I tried a lot but it didn’t really go in. It is not really possible while standing, I thought.“Can you lie on that bench?” I asked her. She quietly sat on the edge of the bench. I pushed her body down to make her lie on it. I sat in front of her pussy with my penis pointing towards it. I kept my penis on her wet pussy lips and teased her for some time.“Do it.” She said. That gave me all the confidence I needed.I slightly pushed the head of my penis into her pussy. It felt warm and wet. I pushed.