"That was my breakfast, but that's okay." Jamie said, and reached out to see if the horse would let her touch it. As she ran her hand gently across th... horse's head, Jamie smiled. "I'm surprised. She normally doesn't let anyone she doesn't know touch her." She heard, and jumped again."I'm so sorry! I thought you knew I was here." Jamie heard, and looked at the toned, blonde young man standing just a few feet away from her. "Lucas. Hi." Jamie said, rather embarrassed. "I thought my dad was in. David came in drunk and turned on the lights. He jumped on the bed and grabbed my leg from on top of the comforter.“Damn its cold in here. Let me get under there.”“No David. Get your drunk ass to your own room.”“Awww sis, chill. Just trying to get some bonding time. How was your night?”“It would be a whole lot better if you let me sleep. Get out. Come on really.”“Aw sis…. Come on…” He pulled himself up the bed and started play kissing me on the forehead. “Sounds like to me that you didn’t get. Whether it was real or not, I wanted so badly for it to have been I had convinced myself it was.Finally the last bell rang and I almost ran outside to see my sister and drive her back home. The mere sight of her standing there made my heart race, and I had to quickly try to distract myself to keep from getting a hard-on right there in front of everyone. I looked away from her to break my focus, and saw Abby's old friends Mady and Cindy a little ways from Abby with a group of other girls. I was terrified that the drugs would immediately start changing my bodyin ways I couldn't hide before I could get myself under control and getout of this stupid obsession. Every morning I got paranoid as I lookedin the mirror. Were my features getting softer? Nipples puffy? A newroundness to my hips? It was impossible to tell day to day, but no onegave me any strange looks, so maybe it was all in my head.No, the thing that did me in was exactly what had started this, myboner. The Dr..