Cindy had her eyes closed and was playing with her breasts through her top, her mouth open as she moaned loudly every time I pushed deep inside her yo...ng body. I continued to probe her pussy, my fingers rubbing her pussy walls with every thrust into her, and I soon found the pace which helped her get closer and closer to her orgasm. Now Cindy was just mumbling ‘Yes, yes, yes,’ in time with the stroking of my fingers inside her. I could see her clitoris clearly peaking out from its soft. I couldn?t see Jan as the stern headmistress. Anyway itlooked far too tarty and that wasn?t the image I wanted.? If I were going to do this I wanted to lookfar more sophisticated. Finally I chose a black cocktail dress that I hadn?tworn in ages. Nothing too sexy, not too much cleavage, I didn?t want to flauntmyself, but I did want something that flattered my figure. I glanced in themirror. Forty was just around the corner and it was starting to show. Nothingtoo bad, though, during my depression. "Oh my god!" I laughed."I know. It's huge, right?" But..." That was all I had time for as we heard Alanna's returning footsteps in the hall. Laura turned the vibrator off, and stuck it back in the back of the drawer. She slid it shut, just as Alanna reentered the room."Hey," Alanna said. Her hands were held behind her back. I couldn't help but picture her, lying on her bed, using her toy on herself. The image came unwanted to my mind, but I found it extremely arousing, nonetheless. I blamed it. Or was my first note a good explanation? Before I could make my decision the bell rang signaling that school was over for the day. The sound had startled me because I was lost in my train of thought . The sound of the bell sounded completely foreign to me, I was that deep in my thoughts. I sighed to myself. I either had too much to think about or I just needed to get myself out of this funk. I thought to myself trying to remember how I was before I lost my virginity. I could remember.