" Jessica got up from her chair and began walking around my chair. "Jessica, I don't know what to say. I'm deeply honored that you think so highly of...me. I'll gladly accept your proposal." "Stephen, before you accept, you must understand what I expect of you. Are you prepared to hear what that entails?" She continued circling around my chair, like a bird of prey. "Yes, Jessica, I'm ready," not really sure at what she was getting at. "Okay Stephen, here it is. In return for all I can do for. " Das verstehe ich nicht. Ein Rock ist dir zu maskulin?" Ich verstehe es selber nicht. Mir geht es ?berhaupt nicht darum, etwasfeminines zu tragen, um daraus eine Befriedigung zu gewinnen. Ich habedar?ber viel nachgedacht, und ich bin sicher kein Transvestit. Auchwenn ich vermutlich mehr R?cke als Hosen besitze." Aber was ist dann der Grund?" Ich finde nicht die richtigen Worte. Du bist die einzige, mit der ichdar?ber reden kann. Und selbst das f?llt mir schwer. Nicht, dass ichkein Vertrauen zu. One morning you refused permission for me to pee after i got up. It was difficult and i was unable to concentrate or think about other things. It was like a pain in my stomach, making me very aware of the parts affected.“We are going to have visitors this morning. A couple i know will be coming round. You don’t know them.” You spoke matter of factly. The significance not really getting to me as i was thinking of my bladder. the couple turned out to be older than us, he had silver hair and was. "Oh stop!" He said giggling as he gave Emily a playful push.They sat and talked with Emily for a bit before the doctor returnedtelling them that Emily needed to rest. She also told them that Emilycould be discharged that afternoon. This seemed to cheer Stephen up."We'll head home and get cleaned up," Stephen told his wife. "And thenwe'll pick you up and I'll take good care of you," he promised as hegave Emily a little wink."I can't wait," Emily replied with a smile.The two men left Emily alone.