"I'm in charge now" she said "You just shut up and do as you are told; right?" She commanded.She made me strip my clothes off and put a blindfold over...my eyes.Then she guided me until I sat on a chair at the corner. She restrained my hands to my back with a nylon hose; told me not to move and left the room. I heard the shower running and some minutes later she came back. She got close to me: I could feel she was naked.I could hear she sat down near me and turned on one of her vibrators. I heard. I was not only angry & frustrated that night, I was moreover tired. The past few nights had been spent in those bitter, exhausting arguments that go nowhere. So I was in a bit of a fog as I watched my husband board ahead of me. I reached in my purse to obtain my boarding pass & it slid off my shoulder & fell to the floor, some of its contents spilling out. I started to bend down to pick it up. But before I received the chance, I felt a reassuring hand on my shoulder gently compelling me to. Okay, romantic it's not, but it's the way I, ever the scientist, saw it.Anyway, combined with the highlighting the hairdresser had done I had glamorous hair, instead of my usual dull brown locks."I have to," I repeated, also for the umpteenth time. "Otherwise Carl would be the only one there naked. Besides, what choice do I have? I haven't a thing to wear," I reminded her with a nervous laugh, trying to joke myself out of my near panic.I was all pink and clean from a good tubbing. My nipples. Having a big wedding in the spring, and then on her wedding night having the best sex of her life. That was it and I knew she fingered herself thinking about that because she'd asked me how to do it when we were 14 years old. She could be so innocent sometimes and that just made me totally protective, you know? I really did feel like her big sister, even though we were the same age."I wanna have sex," Heather said. "And I don't care anyway, my next boyfriend..." she was blushing as we laughed.