The more he told me, the more I wanted Him to do it. He didn't bind me that first time, but he used the nipple clamps & the gag. Somehow, the gag comf...rted me. I knew I wouldn't have to say anything. The whole weekend was a blur. He did things to me that I hadn't ever imagined. He told me how much it meant to Him that I was bearing it for Him & I felt like a Princess. My body ached when he brought me home & I was exhausted. He made me see what I am that weekend & I can't live without it. His condition was a strain on his family. Mrs. Hawthorne nursed him, but everyone knew she wasn’t very interested in the ranch so Thomas and Jeremiah basically ran it under their father’s oversight.It was Abigail’s dream to stay in the valley and raise a family, and that seemed to be Jeremiah’s, as well. Thomas had other dreams and wasn’t interested in a life on the ranch. His outlaw personality and craving for adventure matched his vagabond spirit.She’d loved both Thomas and Jeremiah back. It didnt last long, but I loved the experience. I loved how slutty I felt having a second boyfriend. I loved how he thought I was stupid and tried tricking me into sucking him, and I played along. I loved how he groped at me, without asking for permission, like I belonged to him. I knew he would want it often, and I wanted to suck him more. I loved being put on my knees, like my mom, feeling submissive, being used for some mans pleasure. I loved how shocked he looked that I ate his cum, which I. I walked back into the lounge and sat in the other chair at the head of the couch covering my face with my hands in shame at what I’d done.My cock would rise then deflate as my mind flashed back to the events of the night, then just outside on the street a car took off in a hurry spinning the wheels in a screaming noise of tortured rubber breaking my thoughts, I looked up to see Linda walking into the room “who was that?” she said, “dunno, Brad and Ben dropped Melinda off a few minutes ago so.