I was useless at work that day. All day I thought about how I was going to handle this when I got home. Fortunately, Jeffery and I got home a good two...hours before my boyfriend so we would have time to talk. Once we were settled, I told him that what happened was a big mistake, I didn't know what got into me, it was wrong, and I was sorry. After a few minutes of this, I was almost in tears. He listened to my speech and when I was done, he said with the saddest face I've ever seen on him, "You. That he really cared for me, that it was more than just sex and that he wanted to take it a step further. He stopped walking, stood in front of me, got down on one knee, asked me to marry him! I was shocked!! Here in front of me was a guy I wasnt even able to have sex with and he wanted to marry me! A marriage would never work between us, hed surely get tired of just having oral sex. Hed eventually go find someone else, a marriage with him would be doomed from the first night. I couldnt, how do. Ulta mujhe kafi maja aaraha tha. Main lagbhag 5 min tak unke gand ka ched chatata raha. Tabhi mujhe yad aya ki unke pati ke aneka samay ho gaya hai to maine unhe pucha to wo kehne lagi “Aaj wo nahi ayenge wo kal office khatam hone ke bad kisi kamse delhi gaye hai”. Main to khuch hua kyunki ab gharme sif hum dono he the. Main fir apne kam pe lag gayaTabhi mujhe yad aya ki unke pati ke aneka samay ho gaya hai to maine unhe pucha to wo kehne lagi “Aaj wo nahi ayenge wo kal office khatam hone ke. &hellip,. Wait what?! What the heck did I just say?! I though. We both burst out laughing. What I meant to say was, you have a very nice body. And your tent is big for your age. I think you might even be bigger that me when youre my age. He smiled at me. We looked into each others eyes. Soo, I asked, do you know what jacking is? I asked him. He answered no&hellip,. I said, do you want me to show you? Ok he replied. I got up in front on him. He followed me with his eyes. I put each hand on each.