" That might be Carolyn, but you still have to want to know and tell me that you would like to know before I make the decision, I'm not going to do it...just to satisfy my curiosity." Fair enough. Yes I'm curious and I would like to know." Okay Carolyn, let's go find out."Our first attempt at finding out what it was that caused my hard on took place without my knowing. On Wednesday Carolyn stopped after work with three of her girl friends. They got hit on and after several drinks they danced with. Meditation while sitting was difficult because he fell over when he wasn't monitoring his body. The lotus position used the way his body was constructed to hold him in an upright position and stable position. It allowed Sean to let his mind go wherever it needed to go without concern for his body.Sean's 'system check' didn't take long because he knew his body in a way seldom achieved, even by masters of meditation. Today he added something to his normal process though. He paid particular. My hands reached down to my clitoris, and I was rubbing it when a cop came down there, removed my finger, and put his tongue in my pussy. It burnt for a while and I knew it was the paan doing the trick, but I was excited with the burning sensation down my cunt. His tongue was frisking my vagina, and I started to get wet. The cop who was kissing me moved down to my tits, and was sucking them one at a time. My mouth was left unattended and I was finding it really hard to stay quiet. As the cops. Yes, it bothered him and we talked a lot about it.His size didn't help matters, he was very cute but on the small side and girls in his school just didn't give him a tumble no matter how he tried.He did try, it wasn't easy, Cody was very shy around girls, I think it was because some of them were at least his size or bigger. So, we would talk about girls and sex, he, like every boy his age, I guess, had endless questions about sex, I tried to answer most of them, though he was very much at ease.