I went to one of the popular gay websites and looked for a nice older man, in shape, nice cock and someone who would be patient with a newbie. I foun... him and we messaged back and forth several times before I said what the hell. We made arrangements to meet after work one day so off to his apartment I wentI can remember thinking that "I'm really doing this, I'm really on the subway heading to a hot older man's place to suck his dick". I was nervous and excited but I was not gonna back out. . By that time, I was fantasizing about guys pretty much all the time. Icould get aroused by seeing naked or scantily-clad women, but mainlybecause I wanted to be them, rather than be with them. I thought abouthow cool it would be to have real breasts and shapely legs and to be ableto make men desire me. I really enjoyed pictures of hot guys in underwearor swim suits. I would tear the men's underwear pages out of mom'scatalogs and hide them under my mattress in Tabby's room.I really shouldn't. Jason’s face broke into an evil grin. ‘Well, Casey’s hormones are raging and we don’t like to be quiet …’ ‘LALALALALALA,’ Jill exclaimed loudly, sticking her fingers in her ears like she used to do when they were kids. ‘Way too much fucking information, big brother. Literally.’ She let out an exasperated sigh and bent over to start digging through her bags. The fact that they were giving her their apartment was already too much. But to put her up in a hotel too? ‘You’re not getting me a room,. She gave a slight moan. ‘I’m never quiet when I fuck’ she told them. She turned to face the two policemen. She unzipped both men’s pants and rubbed at their crotches. ‘But I bet you don’t speak with your mouth full!’ said the muscular policeman. She took the hint, undoing his belt and taking his pants down. The bulge in his boxer shorts was fat, and it was quickly getting fatter and longer. She leaned over and licked the bulge and nibbled at it. She put her hand under his balls and pulled his.