Suddenly I had a terrible urge to go to the bathroom. The champagne obviously not only had gone to me head but also to my waterworks.“I don’t quit... know why I’m saying this but I rather think you masturbate a lot. Am I right”? I shook when he said that, beginning to tremble uncontrollably.“Yes. Yes I do. Lots”, I said almost inaudibly. I was shaking like a leaf. ”I do it every night”The boldness of this question made my urgency to relieve myself intensify, until I could hardly bear it any. She said it’s not a matter about son or husband. It is about a man and woman. While talking about the goddess I understood that I am having a hard on. This is because the goddess usually stands/sits nude on her husband’s chest and that picture in my mind made me horny. However, I put her leg back on bed and went out to get some cold drinks. (It was due to cover my prick from her). I went to bathroom to masturbate and to get rid of the hard on as well. Next day I saw her going to her room after. "just keep doing that" she said breathlessly and lay back. I kept doing as I was told and moved my other hand up as well, I wanted to see my fingers inside her so while my left hand rubbed her clit my right finger slipped inside her, she gasped so I quickly withdrew my finger thinking I had hurt her but she just laughed and told me to carry on. My finger once again slipped inside her soft wet folds and I started sliding it in and out, finger fucking her felt great and I was enjoying the feeling. As the evening went on and I thought more and more about her I had to do something to relieve my sexcitement. I logged onto Lush Sex Stories and after reading five or six stories, I masturbated myself to orgasm twice. I decided to join so I could share my journey of seduction with Kirsten.I finally went to bed at eleven pm an hour later than usual. I could not go to sleep because all I could do was fantasize about where my relationship with Kirsten might lead to. The heart failure makes it hard.