At twenty-one I still fell for shit like that. We stopped for a while and he asked me if I wanted some air and maybe a beer and I said okay. As I got ...p he pulled up the hem of my top and I let him. I had the bikini on and it felt safe enough. Up to the deck where a cool Delta breeze was blowing and he handed me a beer and we talked about hs boat while his hands were never far from me. He told me I was beautiful and held me close and then he knelt down and for a moment I thought he was going to. Grandpa brought the conversation back to the one we had in the car, “do you think you will try experimenting again?” “I think so, as I am really not sure but I don’t think it will be with the same boy as I said earlier it did not excite me in the same way as the pictures I have seen” “Have you seen any movies showing sex between people” he asked I knew he meant porn films and told him I had seen one once but the picture quality was. They continued to kiss deeply. I leaned back and waited as the two of them continued to heat up. Raiza slid down Karen’s body and her lips found a nipple; then her stomach; then her belly button and finally the top of her slit. Karen held Raiza’s head in both her hands as she felt Raiza’s tongue enter her pussy. I slipped out of my clothes and rolled next to Karen.“Mi Dios”, she whispered as I leaned forward and kissed her mouth. “This is heaven”, she moaned as she raised her hips to meet. Feeling the tug of my suspenders, and tightness ofmy bra, I find it very hard to concentrate. I was thinking about yourtraining me, how you suggested I look at my wife's magazines to learnhow to apply make up and what colours will match my skin tones, hair andeyes.I start to panic. What if you had already been and gone not liking whatyou saw? I check my watch, its five past ten. With a sinking feeling inmy stomach I don't know what to do. Suddenly, I sense rather than seestanding opposite me.