Almost.My stay in the hospital went quickly and was very worrisome. My dad came every day for several hours and practically had to be pried off my bed...with a crowbar by the nurses. He took to wearing that look he had when he learned I had been fighting back in Missouri. My cousin and Janine thought it was so lucky of me because my doctor and one of the male nurses were soooo dreamy. Gag! I remember thinking, My hormones better never turn me into one of those kinds of girls!Mickey, on the other. You said you were bound to do your master’s bidding. Well, what kind of bidding? What do you do?”Smoke smiled. “Ah yes, now I see what you’re asking. Your language can be so confusing at times. Well, let me see, I do all sorts of things, but as far as service to my master is concerned, I’m mostly an endless source of information about anything and everything. I must say, however, that my past masters, again with the exception of Merlin the First, were quite self-absorbed and vain creatures,. In order to be successful, they had to appearas different from men as possible. These differences quicklybecome exaggerated. We see this in cardinals and long tailedbirds. The males develop these exaggerated traits in order to beselected by mates. However, these traits make them less adaptiveto their surroundings. They are caught and killed by predatorsfar more quickly than the females. Being a vastly moreintelligent race, and therefore our superiority and the safetythat it provides allows for. .. I became so obsessed with this idea that I could think of nothing else, and deep down I knew what my fate was, and always had been. To finally realise this made me very very happy, and I began to look for a way to be true to myself in the way I knew I had to. This is when I found Paradise Agency ! My first email was answered quickly and I arranged a meeting the same week. My contact at Paradise was Mark, and he was very understanding and helpful throughout. I completed an online.