The two of them were sitting at the kitchen enjoying breakfast wondering what to do for the weekend. That particular week had been hectic and they wan...ed to do something to relax.While still thinking Deana gathered up the dishes and placed them in the sink. She was busy washing them when John came up behind her and put his arms around her waist."You know we could go to the cabin. I bet it's beautiful up there with the first signs of spring blossoming." John could see by the wide grin on her. Rather than be embarrassed by his failure, he just drove around talking to her. She was an absolute knockout tonight. He was having a hard time keeping his thoughts straight. She had come out in a simple white blouse and a short, but still modest, skirt. It didn’t take much to make her beautiful, though. Her dark brown hair and those amazing big brown eyes did that all for her. All she had to do was look at him, and he was finished. He had tried to look nice for her, as well, but he. ” We found a roadside burger joint and intentionally got lost amidst the horse farms. She had me in stitches with stories about home, her family, her friends, and her boyfriend as we drove along.“Oh God, she looks like mine!” Susan said excitedly as she suddenly pulled off the road. She hopped out and moved purposefully toward the high white fence, climbing to the second rung with well-practiced speed despite being in flip-flops rather than cowboy boots. I watched with admiration. She leaned. Everything that she had tried had failed. She knew that she had to be the one to make the move, but that made her angry. She was sick of begging for love. For once in her life, she needed someone to woo her, and she needed someone to prove that she meant something, that she mattered. She couldn’t do it, not again. Not this time. So, if that meant that she was going to lose the Doctor, then that was something that she would have to accept. She was resolved to stop chasing love, it was time for.