He was no longer dressed in the council coveralls and donkey jacket that she had last seen him in. Now he was dressed in green corduroy trousers, a wh...te shirt and rough leather waistcoat and on his feet, he wore a pair of sturdy hiking boots. ‘I see you’re awake, Lady. The waters boils ready for tea if you’d like some.’ The loss of her husband and unborn child, the dreams, the pain in her stomach that wouldn’t go away even though the doctors could find no physical reason for it, the attack,. I felt a rush of honor and respect as tears welled up in my eyes I could barely read the last line. “I love you dear Veni”.I wanted to wrap it around my neck right then and cursed myself silently that I had not wore a higher necked blouse to camouflage it from public. I had worn sleek pin striped slacks that day in my rush to dress and decided to double wrap it around my ankle. It fit well and I felt like Master was with me to guide me through the long day ahead. I tore into my daily. Next came step two for the day. It was sam's bowling night and he was usually out of the house and on his way to the alleys by seven-thirty. While he was changing clothes I went out into the garage and let the air out of his left rear tire. Sam hates my little compact so I knew he would change the tire rather than take my car. When he was ready to go he kissed me goodbye and left. I heard the "Oh shit, fuck me!" all the way in the living room. It was fifteen minutes after the time he usually. We continued to talk & she kept moving over closer to me. You could almost say they were twins if you didn't know any better they had the same body figure, hair & eye color & both had a really soft voice. She put her hand on my leg & said " She's always getting mad at you over things that aren't your fault, you don't deserve that". I replied " I know but what else can I do, its really stressing me out now to". She went from just resting her hand on my leg to rubbing it & told me to find someone.