You’re so sweet, Baby. You do know how much I love you, right?” Amber asked me seriously.“After last night I do, I truly do. I mean, I knew you ...oved me, and I knew that you wanted to be with me. You know, like how we have been but I dunno; I guess a part of me had still felt like it wasn’t real. As if it was a dream or something ... and that I would wake up and be hurt, ‘cause it would all be over. Something changed in me last night, though. I don’t feel that way anymore. I dunno how to. Every once in awhile, i would do the same for my mom’s and s****rs panties when i visited…which i wish i took advantage of when I was living with both of them when we all lived under one roof. Anyhow…those few incidents…i can were the begining of my panty fetish…which later on just had collections of panties from my friends girlfriends…i can say everyone of my friends gf i have tasted their pussy through their panties. actually lived with a friend who happens to live with his gf and along with. I just never knew his name. I didn't want to ask, you know back then. I thought it would make the whole situation too personal." She took another drag of her cigarette. "I guess there is no one else in your life?" I don't think I am ready to start dating anyone anytime soon. Mark is pretty much the only man I have ever been with I don't think I will ever find another one." A woman on the other hand ... I thought to myself. "Do you have someone?" Not really." She replied vaguely. "I mean there. ” “Really?! You want me to hand these to people? They have my name and company on them.” “I know bitch, you said you got into humiliation, well you are going to it in spades today.”We walked into the mall and went to the map and she told me we were going to start at Dillard’s. We went into the woman’s section and started browsing; while we were looking at clothes she was also looking at the different sales people. She finally found someone that she thought wouldn’t be offended and told me.