Or, if I refused the chemo, after a few months I’d still by lying in a hospice bed, in a d**gged induced c***, waiting to die. Shuddering at the tho...ght of dying like that, I suddenly realized there was a third option.Smiling for the first time in days, I set aside my empty wine glass, picked up the almost full bottle of wine and headed toward the bedroom, where I retrieved my black high heels, grabbed the cuffs and vibrator from the nightstand draw, and headed upstairs to the cabin’s. I had practically insisted that he do it today, but that was just for a few hours with the other girls present while I worked out some kinks. Who else could have done it?“I don’t think Dad would appreciate that,” Justin answered somberly, and he looked in the rearview mirror at me. I felt as nervous as a schoolgirl who just passed a note to the front of the class to ask if a boy would check yes or no whether or not he wanted to go steady with me.“It doesn’t matter what I think,” Stefan said. .you were in my house getting off on my tits….These BIG tits” She Said squeezing them “Its only fair I see your pathetic little dick”She grabbed him by the legs and pulled off a his shoes. “Hey get off me.” He SaidShe tossed his pants“Are you HARD” She laughed “Your getting hard from this wimp..hard from me kicking your little ass”He stood up“Now back off…or I be force to fight you”She laughed and slapped him knocking him down. She motion him over with her long slender fingers.“That’s it bitch,. I could handle the aches and pains, even the frustration of not being able to please myself, but I wanted to at least see her. I didn't even want to be let out, I just wanted more contact from her, her commands, her demeanour, her smile, even her punishment. I knew not to call out, not to 'rattle the cage' but to sit and wait, she was doing this for us, not just me. I closed my eyes and my breathing slowed, without any outside stimulation I was slipping into an almost standby state of mind. .