We hadn't fought once, or even argued seriously, since she'd come to me this way, and I wasn't looking forward to the first one."Well, I had to find o...t if it worked, didn't I?" I stalled. "And I did, it works good. See why I wanted this instead of just buying a gun?" Maybe I could divert the flow.Not a chance. "No," she said flatly. "You're going to have to tell me sooner or later, darling. It's not like you can sneak off to do whatever it is you're thinking of. So tell me now."She was right.. ” I just held her while she cried. Rocking her in my arms and soothing her. I leaned over and put the glass of brandy into her had and pointed it to her mouth. “Have a sip of this Mom, it will help settle you down.” I told her. She had a couple of sips and put the glass down and turned to me. “Greg, I know we will have to arrange all the funeral arrangements from here, and then go down to sort out all her things and the funeral. Can you get some time off from University? I think we will. Thinking of the raw, animalistic yearning that I had deep inside me for someone to be deep inside of me. I could feel myself becoming moist- just what I needed on a family holiday. I took out my headphones and spoke to Dad: “Dad, what time is it?” “Its about 12 honey, we’re just stopping for lunch soon so don’t go back to sleep” I sat back and waited for us to reach wherever we were eating lunch. When the car stopped I looked out to see an acceptable excuse of a café but it wasn’t exactly the. They are going the best place I think in the U.S. for this type of care. I saw them working on Paula’s brain to fix what they could find they could repair.”The doctor was sort of joking when he said, “We didn’t see three girls bleeding from their ears, noses, and eyes. They were never here.”“Works for me,” I replied with a bit of a laugh.As I was heading toward the main lobby of the hospital, I saw two real FBI agents walking past me heading toward the emergency room. I stepped into one of the.