Jedes Mal wenn ich Petra sah, wie zufällig ihre Haut berührte oder sie mich ansprach, wurde mir jedoch heiß und kalt. Ich wollte es zunächst nicht...wahrhaben und versuchte sogar, Petra aus dem Weg zu gehen. Meine Gefühle verwirrten mich. Ich schloss jetzt neuerdings die Badezimmertür ab, wenn ich auf dem Klo saß oder duschte. Wenn ich ihre Nummer auf dem Display sah, nahm ich das Telefon einfach nicht ab. Wann immer es ging, war ich mit meinen Kumpels unterwegs und hielt Petra so gut es ging auf. I asked why. She said that he had dumped her and was now going around with a girl his parents had chosen and was already engaged to her. I said that’s mean. She looked up at me and started to cry.I went forward to console her and held her back and gave her my hanky to wipe her face, and she hugged me tightly. I slowly kissed her forehead to reassure her that she was a very beautiful girl and could get anybody as her boyfriend. She said anybody. I said yes. She replied would you be my boyfriend.. It wouldn’t really be cheating would it?” Mary had a bright light in her eyes that I didn’t see often. “If it’s OK with you, it’s OK with me,” I said, taking the chance.Wendy hadn’t moved when we went back in the living room. “So what did you decide?” she asked. “We decided it would be OK, but you can’t tell Tom,” Mary said. “Oh, hell no, I don’t tell Tom everything I do; you know how jealous he is.” “Who do you want first,” I asked. “Let me start with Mary just to get the two of us warmed up,”. I told her to stand where she was. She was not to move an inch.I went over to my dresser and reached down to lowest drawer on the right. I opened it, and took out a black paddle that I had had handmade for me.It looked like many other rubber paddles. It had a foot long handle, and at the "business" end, It flattened out, looking somewhat like a fly swatter, with the large flat square that a fly swatter would have.Most toys like this are made of a very pliant rubber, that would make a good.