"Look! Do it like this," Stephanie showed her by taking Gillian's hand and placing it on her own tummy as she pulled it in. "Can you feel that now?" S...ephanie asked."Yes, I think so," Gillian answered and tried again, but she could not feel the muscles contract. "Let's see if this will help," Stephanie suggested. She placed Gillian in front of her and put those long fingers on Gillian's lower tummy then told Gillian to pull in as she pulled with her fingers. "That's it, now can you feel it,. I held my cock down and used my free hand to finger the bead from the tip of my cock and spreading it on my lips giving me a taste of cum that I was craving. I continued my pace repeating the precum routine as I did. The older gentleman in the video was telling his cocksucker he was getting close and I decided I’d let them finish for me then I’d shoot the large load building in my balls.Minutes later the video and the older man were coming to a climax as he grabbed the younger man by the hair. I'm willing to share you with him. I'm willing to try and love him like I love you.”“Steve,” I whispered as the realization hit me. He hadn't been texting her all week. Since this craziness started, I'd hardly thought of Marissa. She was down in Las Vegas. I cared for her, I did, but she was out of sight. She was my first lover. If I hadn't met Steve, we'd be together. I never asked my husband to edit her and... Why not? I shuddered as I pondered my emotions. Why had I rarely thought about her,. He sighed ecstatically in relief then looked up at her and smiled just as the vision faded.The next morning, Grace rose early and crept into the kitchen. She extracted the flask from where she'd concealed it under the sink and swallowed a generous measure of the medication. She felt sure that Leonard would not approve but Monica seemed adamant that she should take it. No further loss of memory had resulted and she'd taken the medication for months at the club without any other adverse.