.That I am so sorry. And after all that you had done to help me, tohelp me understand... What must you think of me? Please forgive. Iam soo .... soo ......"She stumbled and half fell into his arms, her head buried on hisshoulder, her body shaking."I am so sorry," she said. "I will be, am, such a good girl now."The poignancy of this last phrase distilled into a pain in David'sown heart.His arms closed round her back. Held her tight. It was an automatican action as when he had tried to intercept. Uncomplicated. She really thought about the question. Control, vs out of control? She was not very close to her family, but they got along. She immediately got hung up. How could she control family? Her apartment was in constant disarray. She could imagine word getting out of its messiness, she feared animal services would take her cat away if they saw the condition. She also feared if she got in some kind of accident and a family member, or worse a stranger saw it, her secret of unkemptness. I just tried a trick I just lifted her right hand up this time she was ready for it yeah she lifted so easily now both her hands are up and I made her sit on the steps and was sniffing her hard and pressing her armpit on the other handSuddenly some hair feeling I felt, yeah it was her armpit hair, I try to feel it she was allowing it me to do slightly I brought my hand to her bottom and tried to touch, she just said in my ear, not today its time we leave. This was the first words she spoke to. "Certainly, kind sir. It will be my pleasure to accompany you. Any time and any place." They went up the stairs right behind Carol and Ben.Carol led Ben into her and Dave's bedroom, turned and unzipped his hoodie, and put it over a chair. She leaned down a bit, and pulled his pants down, stepping in them so he could pull his feet free. Carol had been fascinated by Misti's stories of him. Now she was anxious to find out for herself. She took him in her arms and kissed him passionately,.