Mera to aj kal kahi mann hi ni lagta..Priyanka : ku bhaiya kya hua?Me : pata nai yr. Aj kal kahi dil nai lagata, pata nai kya baat hai?Priyanka: mein ...atau bhaiya apko kya hua hai?Me: ha batao?Priyanka: shahayd apko koi pasand a gaya hai, aur ye sab pyar mein hi hota hai (& she was smilling)Me: ha shayad tu sahi keh rahi hai aj to mein bus uske sapne dekhta rehta hu aur usi k baare mein sochta rehta hu,Priyanka: kaun bhaiya batao ??Me: koi nahi, tu apna khana kha aur padhai kar..Priyanka : nai. “I’m a little sore, but I expected to be, thank you for agreeing to do it and for being so gentle. It is something I have wanted to try for a long time, and as I said I can’t ever remember being so turned on.” “Why don’t you have a bath and soak in some oils, then we will decide what we are going to do. There is no food at my house so I will have to do some shopping.”“Ditto here, my plan for Friday was to either hit it off with that Michael or come back here and give myself a good seeing to. Since small details always came flooding in whenever I did anything, I raised my head and smiled for the surveillance camera I knew would be there.I only mention the big thoughts in this journal, but there are millions of smaller reminders flooding my brain everyday. It was true as a human as well. I just didn't notice them as much. As you drive down the road, you notice a blue car following you without really seeming to notice. A few seconds later your brain says to itself, where the fuck is. Egal, denke ich, kotzt du eben... Ich muss würgen, er merkt das gar nicht, ich würge erneut, und dann ist es geschehen -- mir kommt's hoch, die warme Rotweinsuppe aus meinem Bauch ergießt sich über seinen Schwanz und seine Eier. Ich reihere ihn komplett voll.Er schlägt mir brutal mitten ins Gesicht und stößt mich weg, während ich noch weiter kotze. Angewidert macht er sich mit meinen langen Haaren sauber, bevor er mich durch meine eigene Kotze auf der Matratze zu meiner Freundin Tina hinrollt,.