" Yeah," agreed Justin. He ran his hand through his short black hair and scratched the bristles on his chin, as he hadn't shaven in two days.Steve thr...w back his drink and got up off the stool and walked out of the club by the side door. Justin followed."Are you following me or something?" he asked."Just making sure you're OK? I care about you."Steve whirled around and grabbed hold of Justin by the jacket and pushed him hard against the wall of the dark alley where no one was watching. He. Care to join me when you get off work?"That's how I met Lesley. She ended up spending the night in my room. She was one uninhibited young woman. There was nothing she wouldn't do. I asked her why she didn't have a boyfriend, and she laughed at me."I like my wild life and having sex whenever and with whoever I want. Most boyfriends aren't up with that. I have been involved in a couple of group parties at college. I'm nowhere near ready to settle down."I stayed at her motel the next two times I. .."Ivan interrupts and corrects, "Unca Ben."I accept Ivan's correction and continue, " ... Unca Ben's facial features and even part of his spirit. And the wolf is exactly as I saw her."I hope after the shit I gave her, Maria would make a bigger deal over the drawing but she yawns and misdirects my attention, "Jens, it's time to check your wound."Thank God Ivan is young enough that Maria's bullshit doesn't hurt him, otherwise I'd be forced to kick Maria's ass again. I politely ask, "Ivan, would. "Hope you liked that as much as I did," he muttered as he pulled his pants back up and buckled them. "I'm gonna go home now. You be ok?"I didn't know how to answer. I just said in a loud stern voice "Get out of here!"He left quietly and I lay back on the table, re-living the experience and recalling the strange mix of feelings from what had just occurred. I ran through it in my mind. Had I invited it somehow? Was it my fault? Had I seduced him in some way? Could I have fought harder? Had I.