I imagine my ankles being tied with ropes. I pop out of the fantasy! The rope I bought. Where is it? I look around. I open the bottom draw to the nigh...stand and I see the rope in the bottom of the draw. It's been take out of the package. I pick up a piece and notice that it has been cut into a small piece. I start pulling out the others. They are all different lengths. There are some that are pairs and both the same size. There are several that are longer. And one that is really long. I smile. The wall along my balcony ensures that passers-by looking up only see the top of a beautiful man in a shirt. I suck the head of the penis further into my mouth. I hear satisfied growling. I take the cock deeper into me and collect as much saliva as possible in my mouth. Then I push my head all the way forward. The glans disappears in my throat. Tears shoot into my eyes and I gag, but I push on. The feeling is overwhelming. Dave must experience the same thing. He moans approvingly. "This is. ”“What?” I said. “You want me to sleep with your roommate?”Beth still avoided my eyes. “No. Not want. But maybe you need to get her out of your system too. Or maybe she’s who you really want. And if you two are going to wind up together, it’s better it happens now. It… it hurts too much when it happens later.”I was quiet while I absorbed it all. I reached across and touched Beth’s hand. “I have no intention of sleeping with Amanda,” I said.“But if I wasn’t around, you would, wouldn’t you? Just. At about 4PM the doctor came out and told the Pages that Deborah's condition wasn't improving; her heart was just giving out. The staff was doing everything they could. Everyone sat there praying for Deborah. I sat there with Deborah's family thinking why her and why now! At about 8PM the doctor came out again. He sat us all down to tell us that Deborah had died a few minutes before; her heart had just quit beating. Everyone began crying and sobbing and I heard the doctor ask Rev Page which.