I had noticed the hole in the seat of the chair before I sat down, and I had wondered what it was for. She called out for her minder,Charles. She neve... met without him,but he always stayed outside the room where she had her play area.Charles was a big African guy.Thick accent, big muscular arms. Quiet type.She told him to put me in position. He maneuvered me so I was on my knees,still tied to the chair. She told him to sit in front of me,watching.She wet her finger in front of me then. Now I hugged her, she didn’t say a word & she too hugged me. I got a courage and started kissing her, she too responded well. We continued kissing for 5 minutes, when kissing her I also started pressing her boobs and waist. I inserted my hands in her t-shirt and pressing her boobs, now I slowly inserted my hand in her short and rubbing her pussy from panty. I inserted my hand in her panty, 1st she said no only enjoy from the top no sex. But I am not in a mood to listen to her & kept my hand in. My husband Raman was a lazy man. he takes my money and drinks liquor. he stopped his job over and we started getting more poor .My son Raj was a good student. he is studying in a free college were only good students and students were taken. My son raj was a scholar. He was a good son too but after his 12 exam’s every thing changed.It was in the month of may. My son Raj had gone out to play and I was busy making breakfast for him. My husband suddenly came home, locked the door and came close to. ..use it for a while (or all the time) until the mental hurdle becomes less and less, then maybe (like me at least a good deal of the time) you won't need it at all.Because here's the thing....women if you really want to be a good lover and you really care about pleasing your partner...then you should swallow. Period. Anything else is telling your partner that something he does, with sex, is gross. Now I'm not saying there aren't lines you shouldn't cross. If your partner wants to piss all over.