So, finally, we arrive at the main reason why most of my friends are here and why it was that I came here in the first place. Too many of my Lit frien...s are here to escape the loneliness that they feel in their real lives. They wish to find a connection with someone and feel loved and valued. For me this is the most profound, and at the same time, saddest reason for being here. I even had one of my former Doms lie to me about some important issues in his life because he wanted to impress me. I. His mouth went straight for a nipple, sucking and nibbling while he kneaded my other breast. My nipples, too, responded immediately. I undid his jeans and removed them. We were down to only panties and boxers. Sam kissed me again and felt between my legs, rubbing my pussy through my panties. They were already soaked. I slipped off my panties and tossed them aside as he removed his boxers. He picked me up and again lay me on the bed. He began kissing me as he climbed on top of me. I felt his. Since I was useless and Brian was a demi-god, my parents invented all kinds of explanations for Brian's C- average compared to my A+. The usual one – convoluted and bizarre as it may sound – was that since Brian was older, the stuff he was doing was much harder and thus a C- in his year was at least on par with an A+ in mine. I kid you not: That is the kind of bullshit they were spouting. Only once did I call the moronic logic into question by pointing out that what I was doing now to A+ level. Mom – Hey sweetie, my husband will be out tomorrow till evening.Adil – Great, when should I come?Mom – The only issue is Raj, and my mother-in-law will be home.Adil – Please do something. I am dying to meet you.Mom – Let me try something. You come here at 10 am.Adil – Sure, honey.The next morning dad left around 9 am. My grandmother and I were watching TV in the hall. Suddenly mom asked me to go to the market and get some stuff for her. I knew why she had made such an excuse. So I, too, decided.