I lived waiting for him, waiting for the groom to marry me to satisfy my halal appetite. He asked me by name and was a coincidence and acquaintances a...d loved him handsome and length and width,I got engaged to my family and I was engaged and we lived six months engagement filled with love and romance and then went the date set for the wedding night, the promised night where I enter the world not as my mother introduced me crying, but introduced a laugh and enjoyable to pick my husband flower. "She laughed at her own joke, but her humor didn't calm me down either."Yes, ma'am," I said. "I just don't like being away from home." I know, Penny. But you have to serve tonight. You know that. Jim andAndrea are depending on you." Why don't they hire their own maid?" Because they have you, silly," Mistress said. "You agreed to help out,remember? Back ... then." I remember, Mistress." Good girl. Now redo your lipstick. And stop biting your lip." Yes ma'am." Did you recite your affirmation?". " As Tim finished speaking, the wheelsof the cab crunched onto the gravel of the driveway to the plant."Tim, thanks for the advice. You're right. I am trying to find out whoI am. I'll try to use your advice. It's reassuring to know there'ssomeone out there who cares," Jeri said. She leaned forward and kissedhim on the cheek as she gave him the fare.Monday morning began with the arrival of Jeri's period and the usualload of deliveries except for one problem. One of the drivers refusedto let a. He said his name was Lewis and asked me if I wanted to come to his place . With agreeing he gave me instructions how to get there and said " Look for a wooden fence leading up to my horse stables and you'll find me standing out by my horses ..... See ya when ya get here .Not knowing exactly what he looked like only his age and a brief description of his build I fantasized what the rest of him looked like....My mind raced all over the place almost missing his road he lived down . I drove.