Then on the next day in the afternoon I got pain again and we went to hospital again but no use doctor said the same thing again have sex with anybody... Then we went home again mom didn’t talk anything but later in the nightI got pain again, there I took the tablet and my mom was talking to me go sramik go out and what doctor had said, but I said with whom, mom said with any of your girlfriend then I said I don’t have girlfriends mom. Then she said how will u solve the problem,i said I don’t. But he was male. On the "Quest" the male must win. He picked up the whip. He looked at me. "You don´t want to be fucked. O:K: I´ll make you a deal. Leastways you can make me one," he smiled the omnipotent male smile. "How many strokes you want to ask me for to get off the hook?" Complacent. Smug. Triumphant! I hated him. I thought of turning and running away. But on a ship where can a girl go that she is not found and punished? I wanted to scream in fury. To ask to be whipped that I be not. I suppose I've become completely feminine in thought and attitude, but its hardfor me to judge that. I'm certainly more emotional and have cried several timessince my first pee. I suppose I'm more interested in clothes and fashions now,but then I have to be. I'm fascinated by the gossip and intrigue of the dormsand have no difficulty in fancying boys. Being a teenager again is a biggerchange. I've rediscovered boredom. There's lots to do all the time but I keepfeeling bored - I'd forgotten that. Now she is waiting for Tim, to get nine morelashes of the cane, knowing that even if she has healed and prepared thebruised skin of her bum, she may keep permanent marks from this new punishment.Tim is obviously embarrassed by the situation.It seems that he has somewhat become attached to the girl, and the prospect ofcanning her once again doesn?t please him. Laura keeps silent as he enters. She doesn?t know what to say. She is alreadynaked from the waist down and goes to the table to get.