I just imagined what it would be like to see Kate flat on her back with a big black man between her legs, so I started to hatch a plan.First I checked...out the internet for interracial sites. I was really turned on by seeing lots of pictures showing white women being fucked by black men, then I came across an article on HOW TO TURN YOUR WIFE INTO A SLUT.The title was enough for me to start reading the article, after reading through the advice I decided to take the next step and turn my lovely. If you like I can buy you some nice ones to keep for yourself. Would you like that?”“Oh, yes please Mum.”“We'll go to the shops tomorrow after school, and I'll buy some pairs for you. It'll be a little secret for us both!”I didn't sleep well that night. All sorts of thoughts occupied my mind, why was she so unbothered? Was she going to have second thoughts? Was she just indulging me, this being a phase I'd grow out of? What would happen at the shops? Would I go red and look silly in front of. No one is there around us).Mom was scared and said, “Hotel jaa sakte the yehi car me kisi ne dekh liya tho?”I kissed her and said, “Kuch nahi hoga Surbhi, mai hunn na” (nothing will happen, I am there na).Then we locked all the doors properly and moved to the back seat. We were sitting next to each other and my hand was on her shoulder and she was leaning on me. I took her hand in my right hand. She was still scared and looking out to see if anyone is there.I said, “Aaj bahut bomb lag rahi hai. I knew you were having the time of your life, and I wouldn't take that away from you." But the time thing?" What we are doing right now makes up for hundreds of hours of parties. We are talking about our lives together. We are sharing our deepest feelings. We don't mince words with each other either, although recently our vocabulary has gotten really sexy and descriptive. This is quality time. It's my primary currency to know that you love me, and I know it's yours too."Stacy was watching me.