Still, he was acutely aware of his surroundings, of cars passing by, of early joggers running down the beach (Hugh lived in a small condo north of Bos...on, two blocks from the ocean, in Swampscott). The whole world seemed so alive and his body seemed so new and exciting. Somehow, his whole outlook on life had been rejuvenated.After Erin had got home the night before, they stayed up talking about the new company until 2AM. Hugh couldn't get over how brash she had been. It made Hugh recognize how. But the times were fleeting. The most painful thing about all of this is that I knew I was in love with her.Then the arguments started.Silly little things that really shouldn't have mattered."You didn't text me." Why don't you want to go to my friend's birthday party?" Why do we always have to stay at your place?"Things that only mattered because it seemed like the only way of assuring communication between us.One night after a terse conversation at a cafe I went back to the studio to work on. Now my room smells like both of us.'' '''Donnie, I came here to tell you I'm sorry and to pick up a note I might have left behind."Donnie reached into his pocket and pulled out a piece of paper. ''Is it this thing with a recipe or something on it?'' ''Yes that's it. Can I have it, please?'' '' It's the formula I got from Amy to make semen taste good.'' Donnie's eyes lit up. his whole manner changed in an instant. '' You will have to do something for me to get it back, Sylvia.'' I expected that.. Just to a lovely log cabin out in the country. Nice big hot tub outside!The week before we’re about to head off I want to get some new outfits and toys. This isn’t going to be a nice loved up weekend – we’re going away to some where secluded so we can fuck and make as much mess and noise as we can without worrying about neighbours heading us etc.Off my boy and I go on a shopping trip into town. We go into a few underwear shops and browse what’s there, I look to my boy and I can see his cock.