It was like most of the other adult bookstores that I had been in. Lots of booths with a few guys loitering in the small hallways. I hadn’t done any...hing with a guy since my friend Paul had moved away and to be honest I was pretty confused about my sexuality. I loved Joanie and I loved making love to her, but Paul had been a whole other experience. I found myself checking out guys in the locker room or showers, but certainly never acted on it. And in here, well, I just couldn’t see that. I drank a shit ton of beer and every time I had to piss i pissed in her mouth. After I was good and drunk I went to bed.day 2 i woke up and went to check on her. I took out the hook and in chained her from the saw horse. I handed her a shovel and made her dig a foot deep hole. This was her toilet. I pulled up a chair as she squatted over the hole and used the bathroom. I threw her a roll of toilet paper . I stood up and pissed down her back then threw the lock keys in her mess. She wiped and. We’d made love desperately, knowing that it would be the last time. I’d already received my marching orders. Oh, God, how I long to hold her in my arms once more and feel her kiss. I let my face relax into a smile, my cracked and chapped lips reminding me that it had been a long time since I’d let any emotion play upon them. To make love to her under a summer’s sun, the sky cloudless and blue above us. The image of a meadow comes into my head. Plucking daisies and placing them in her blond. .Me: Ok…Ok..So do a tattoo on your navel region and your back side ,Rani: On it. .And hey, tomorrow is Saturday.Hell yeah ..Tomorrow was Saturday. God …..At last..Me: When should I come??Rani: Anytime after 6 pm would be good..Me: god. I don’t know how I am gonna complete this night and tomorrow daytime. ….And We talked.Saturday has reached…..It was a long way from my home to hers..Or was I just lengthening it. All the way I dreamed of her .I carried many books in a bag to convince my dad,It.