Mating with someone else will have severe consequences, especially if outside of the pack.I then thought what if I become pregnant?! What will be born... I asked Eliot and he told me that so far that isn’t a concern. Apparently one of the issues he is trying to help them with is infertility. Once changed you can’t become pregnant nor impregnate someone else. Even if I was able to have babies right now, that would change. That was something else to consider as most women look to having a family.. If things weren't working out by Saint Mary's Mission, ten or so days away he would let us know. That would be the last bit of civilization for quite a piece. There was a contract that the others would be signing before we left Independence. If we worked out we would sign at the Mission.With us included that would be 25 wagons and 79 people, 52 adults and 27 children ranging in age from two to sixteen.*March 31, 1848 - Friday*Today dawned both good and bad. The good was that the snow of a. The only things Amber struggle with was who she should pick and how many. Amber thought about the various guys she knew or had run across. She let her mind expand to allow her to think of them sexually. Normally, she would curtail detailed sexual thoughts of other men out of respect for Matt. But now she had the freedom to let her mind run through scenarios with guys she had met either at the gym, or a store, or even guys she'd known for a while. Her heart and mind raced with anticipation.. I can let you know later, okay?"Marc's face brightened at Lisa's change of heart about going out. "Cool, babe. You won't be sorry. I think you'll feel better about things if you decide to come over."Lisa's cell rang and she knew it was Matt. She was surprised that Matt was so enthusiastic about urging her to go out clubbing with Marc and the others. And, while she felt her guilt peak just hearing Matt's voice, she also felt a little better that he didn't seem to mind the fact that she had.