It wasn't until the third aisle that she realised she had put random stuff in the shopping cart, while she’d been more concerned with looking all ar...und for someone or something, than with paying attention to her list.She felt herself start to sink, the type of sinking feeling you get when worried about something, or when something is bugging you but you can’t put your finger on it.Then he was there, standing at the bottom of the aisle. She bit her lip and slowly pushed the trolley towards him.. They then polished off a bottle of champagne...whereupon Joani (her real name?) excused herself and left the living room. She was back in a flash dressed only in a black g-string, black nylons, black high heels and a pair of leg garters that boldly read: "WHORE."Joani had smiled and sat down beside him, placing her right hand on his inner thigh. In a husky voice, Joani said, "I want you to tie me up by my wrists to a ceiling hook and then tickle me with my feather whip/tickler. Then gently run. "What is it? What's wrong?" I think I love him," she blurted out and realized that she was notsaying anything that was new, just recognizing something that alreadywas there."What?" he said still sleep confused. "Who loves think?" I think I've loved him for a while now," she said more slowly."Give me a moment Jenny," she heard his voice say. "Let me wake up andget my thoughts straight."Another part of the dream suddenly stood out to her. In the dream shewas getting married to Derek. She hadn't. “You can get dressed now Tanya.” The doctor said as he walked away, “everything appears to be in good order.”I didn’t need to be told twice but as I was putting my skirt on the doctor said,“Oh, I nearly forgot the smear test; can you get back on the table please?”My heart dropped with my skirt and I climbed back onto the table and spread my legs.“Sorry about this; it won’t take long.”Thankfully it didn’t, and my skirt was soon sliding up my legs. I looked over to the doctor expecting to see him.